Finally.

For some time, I really felt down. I lost drive and determination. It's like my life is heading nowhere. I don't know what to do. And it's as if nobody wanted me. I've risked on some things but to no avail.
And just a couple of days ago, it came to my knowledge that few of my batchmates during training were hired and started working already. Some were offered further training in the ICU. I felt like a big loser. Tweeted "I've got a big L on my fohead". I even questioned God why. Why nobody would take me. Why I don't get a positive feedback. O yeah. Self esteem down the drain again.
And just yesterday, I received a call. SPH called and asked if I would want to work for them. Oh hell yeah. Nope, that's not what I answered to the caller. Yeeeeees ma'am. Hehe
I will surely grab this opportunity by the neck. And will surely do my best. God definitely hav plans for me. And it will all happen in perfect timing -- in God's time.
God speed.